AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

What in the world is happening in those heads in YTN really? The other day someone posted a clip of JYJ's Lotte Fanmeeting... I don't get why people is turning into Yoochun's anti because of these two things:

1- He called JaeJae leader. What's wrong with that? He didn't say Jaejoong is DBSK's leader or something along that line. It's common even in most idol group that the eldest member becomes the leader. What's wrong with him calling Jaejoong leader? There's nothing wrong with it. For all we know- Jaejoong and Yoochun and Junsu agreed on the arrangement way before they started as JYJ... Argh~!!! I just don't get why people are taunting for such a simple thing as that.

2- He 'refused' to sing 'W'. Why? What's wrong? Is it a problem if he doesn't want to? He said he prefers Itsudatte over W so? What's wrong? I couldn't understand...someone please make me understand... I know W has a deep meaning..heck! I know what it means when they sang it so what? That was then. 2009. End of story. For all we know Yoochun forgot the lyrics or maybe he really does prefer Itsudatte over W..so?

I can't understand fans who are trying to mold JYJ into this or that. They aren't play-doh they are people with hearts and feelings and the reason why they left SM was to get the freedom of voicing out their rights. What's wrong with doing just that?

And now with the YTN news.... The second I read it.... I feel like screaming my head off and kick those announcers in YTN. Are they stupid? Why drag Yoochun?

What's even more annoying is that...this all happened on the day when it's supposed to be a happy day for JYJ. I don't get the medias motives of trying to pull others down. Media is stupid when they just wants to get attention. I still can't believe this is happening today. I feel sorry for Chunnie-Junsu and Jaejoong. They don't deserve this sh*t from fans and media. They've been working really hard and the least we could do is to support them.

I should sleep now...or my anger will spill onto other websites.

I will make sure I won't drive in anger. Because you would never know when your tyres would skid and you'll lose control of the car. To all my friends, please be careful, we're lucky we didn't get injured...

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I angered some people on AKP...oh my god....I think this is so funny...it's like I never tried to be annoying but it annoys me to no end when there were comments that said SME artist are the real performers...

Just let me get this straight...I think the girls aren't at fault but I've been so pissed off by this news all day and it's really raking in my skin reading all these stupid comments on AKP (which I know better to quit from reading it) and sometimes it's just over the top...

I really am not in the same wavelength with those who think that JYJ aren't any better than SME's artists...

Title: Because It's You
Author: ryther 
Word count: 5775
Comment: Yes, please.
Pairing: JaeChun - Soulmate
Rating: PG
Summary: He fell in love when he first saw her...
Disclaimer: I would love to have them as dolls...because they aren't mine...
a/n: This is a super late birthday fic for be_ddelusionall  (I'm sorry bb! I got caught in stuff and yeah...really sorry for the super long wait). I haven't write anything this love for a loooong time so I bet there's lots of grammar errors- but please bear with me.

I'm suppose to post this last week but it was hectic and we're on school holiday (not that I'm on holiday). I actually finished this about a month ago but I was super lazy and I forgot how to post a fic...XD

( He's a cross-dresser? )

'I woke up when I heard my mother cried and screamed at the same time. My brother was yelling and crying and all I could remember next was tears falling down my cheeks, voice muffled by my head scarf and head buzzing to the sudden news.'

I don't know if that was what happened to the late Aminul Rasyid's sister when they received the news of the lost of their youngest brother to a heartless tragedy. I won't take sides but I think it is not fair (I don't know what's fair anymore) for a shooting to take place in a residency area especially when nothing is confirmed about the person that is supposedly the villain here...which in the end turns out to be a helpless 15-years-old without a license who went out in the middle of the night to help a friend change a flat tire.

I've wrote before in a short story assignment that no one could console a person for the loss of their loved ones and I don't mean to console anyone here..but I think I can understand the feeling of the Aminul Rasyid's family. If it ever going to happen to my family (Allah forbid) I think I'll lose all confidence in doing anything. I don't know if I'm strong enough to take the blow of losing someone dear to me...

Rest In Peace and Al-Fatihah to the late Aminul Rasyid.

 やっぱ私そうかも・・・

一生忘れられないと思います。だから人に好きになるのは嫌で、出来れば何も話さない、話したくない。

一度好きになると、ちゃんとお終いまで行かないと思い続けるのでしう？って私だね。

I am posting solely coz of Ikuta Toma...

Who talked you into doing so? AnAn? Like....seriously? I guess my sis won't feel so bad after accidentally seeing Pi's AnAn pics...

And Yoochun was no 10 in the * XXX  partner* ranking is enough to make me gawk...I wonder how famous he is among the Japanese.

Where is my cutie Toma in my userpic gone? He's a sexy lad now that I want the bubbly Toma back~! aaah~

Ahahaha~ I know I've abandoned this journal for a loong time. I don't even know what makes me lost touch of everything online. I guess I still couldn't get over the fact that Fly To The Sky is breaking up? Hahahaha

How should I start this off? Firstly, if Bonnie or Michelle and all my LJ friends, I'm so sorry to you guys! I really am lost in myself for a long while. I just don't know what to do or say to all of you, (esp Bonnie and Michelle). My life had been quite hactic the past few years. I guess since I came back from Japan, reality just seem so much harder than I thought it was. You can say that I hate knowing the fact that it's all not in my control and there's nothing I can do to change it for the better because for all I know it can turn out worser than it is now.

I'm being judgemental here. My life had its ups and downs and now it is finally back to it's normal pace. I think? I've started as soon as my study week of my final year started and that was a month ago. I had my final exam in my undergraduate life in May, in the midst of my working life...and I still couldn't believe that I'm working now. My boss is a Japanese, my manager is a Japanese and I use Japanese daily too, so I guess it's helping me in my Japanese progressment? hehehe...I wasn't suppose to work today, but it'll be fun to go and work, but I think I need some rest too, so I didn't go to work >< lol!

Oh well, I just want to say HI~~~!!!! and I seriously miss all of you here~ *hugs and kisses*

Let me have a quick check of what had been happening...

- Takki's drama is coming out.
- HanaKimi special episode came out already but I haven't download it yet.
- I didn't send Tsubasa a birthday card....which was fool of me.
- I forgot Takisuba's anniversary.
- Tsubasa is having a Christmas Con.
- Takki is having a butai...AGAIN??!!!
- NOTHIN' of Takitsuba?
- Forgot Toma's birthday.
- WHAT HAPPENED TO TOMA AND PI?

Anyone...please update me with them, please~ Takki, Tsubasa, Toma and Pi...

I have a very good reason...let me list it out:

- My uncle got married at my house.
- My grandfather passed away at my house a day before my uncle's wedding ceremony.
- Pappers x10000000000
- Presentations.
- My plan to got to Japan next year was disrupted by my indecisive behaviour. So I guess...2010?
- My lappie was infected...
- My lappie was diagnosed with a malignant tumor...yeah, she could die!!!
- So I got her reformat and... I lost all my documents. -kick self-

So, these were what had been happening since last August. I'm so sorry if I haven't reply any emails or send any email when I'm supposed to.

Oh...anyone know Fly To The Sky? I've been addicted to their 'Like A Man' song. I think I like Brian Joo too...lol
 

I think the thing that distract me the most from the reality of what's happening now is Tomita Hiroyuki and Uchimura Kohei. I know this so unlike me, since I've been fawning on my 4Ts for these past few years...but Uchimura and Tomita is seriously taking their spot in my heart..

There's this blog where the blogger would talk about Uchimura and Tomita. Yes, I love them too! I'll be searching about them later when my school starts again next week.

She also clipped together in her post a video of Uchimura training in Japan. Now, this is why I love my major. Can I translate the video? Gahahahaa...yes, my Japanese sucks, but I could still understand perfectly  what had been said. I love what Kohei said, that Tomita-sama is good in everything and that he really admires that part of Tomita and he also wants to be able to be like Tomita.

Now that I think about it, Tomita had been a great influence to the young budding Japanese gymnast. He was the Japanese heartthrob for gymnastics and I really hope he'll continue on doing that. HE IS GOOD. I love how his ankle glued together in doing his routines and come on! He was rocking on the high bar! Kohei lacks on pommel horse and rings and Tomita ace both apparatus adding high bar, parallel bar, vault and floor. He is an all-rounder. Kohei needs to ace pommel horse and rings in order to change the silver into gold and I pray he could.

I don't care if Tomita fell off the rings. I knew it wasn't his fault, the hand-guard broke into two, but he nailed parallel bar and high bar, so NO ONE could say that he did badly. He could even surpass Yang Wei if he was in his top form that time. I think people are doubting him now, but TOMITA-SAMA IS THE BEST! Kohei would eventually take over him, but I'm happy to say that I'm Kohei is because Tomita would surely hope for the best for Japan and Kohei is also his kouhai....

Yeah, I'm a sucker to everything that relates my obsession together. 4Ts... Tomita-sama and Kohei-kun... Ganbarou NIPPON!